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AMY LOFTUS
PERFORMING ON MONDAY, JULY 30
ACME UNDERGROUND
9 GREAT JONES STREET
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was purely a stroke of luck the first time I ever had the privilege
of meeting Amy Loftus at a little bar in Los Angeles. My friend
Bill and I were heading out to Manhattan Beach for a Friday night
at Harry O’s bar. The 2000 Democratic National Convention happened
to be finishing up that night and the freeways were absolutely jammed.
We decided instead to find a place in the city. We somehow managed
to get lost, and after driving aimlessly around Hollywood for almost
an hour we finally saw a sign that read "Molly Malone’s."
It was a little hole-in-the-wall place that you don’t often find
in L.A. There was good beer, so Bill and I grabbed a pint and a
seat right near the little stage just as the first performer went
on. At first we treated it like any other bar that has entertainment.
The singer is in the background and you watch and you clap, but
you never really stop your conversation. By the end of her first
song, my focus had shifted completely away from Bill, and for her
entire half-hour set, I was riveted. My foot was tapping, my head
was nodding and I was playing drums on the tabletop. Never had I
been so drawn to a somebody’s music.
Before we left the bar,
I screwed up the courage to just go up and tell the singer just
how much I enjoyed her set. I figured she’d be a typical L.A. "artist"
who just kind of nods and says "Thanks," but never gives
too much attention lest this person decide to keep talking. Instead,
we talked for a good ten minutes about music and life in general.
From the very beginning, I saw that Amy Loftus had a quality not
seen in many other musicians (or people for the matter).
She genuinely loves her music, her creation, and she loves equally
when she hears that her creation has moved another person in the
way she had hoped it would.
If comparisons have to
be made, let’s say Tori Amos, Stevie Nicks and Jewel – but with
ten times the passion of any of them. Her songs are a little bit
folky, a little bit bluesy, a little bit rock-n-roll, and a whole
lot soulful. In writing and in delivery, Amy feels what she sings
and makes you feel too. And she accomplishes it all without seeming
like she’s trying too hard. No overly breathy singing. No false
emotions expressed through unnecessary twists and warbles of voice
and pitch. Just simple, honest poetry, delivered by somebody who
truly believes the words and notes she sings. Not to say that she
has no range. Her voice is nothing short of spiritual to the point
that you wonder how she is doing it. It’s not simply the notes that
she hits. It’s the way that she hits them. On songs like Emmett’s
got an Angel and Lift Your Glass you can’t help but close
your eyes and just feel the stirring she evokes inside you.
Amy grew up in the suburbs
of Chicago, dancing and drawing and singing into tin foil microphones,
always dreaming of being on a stage. She received an art degree
from the University of Kansas but had no idea what to do with it.
It wasn’t until she met her "partner in all things beautiful,"
Samuel John, that the floodgates of her true art-form started to
pour out. The two started writing songs together. "It seemed
like the years of writing I hadn’t been doing came pouring out in
a matter of a few months," says Amy. The two played in several
bands, both at home and in Los Angeles where they both eventually
moved. Trying to juggle singing a not-so-successful acting career
at the same time, Amy’s life took a turn when she met legend Jerry
Lieber, writer of songs like "Hound Dog" and "Stand
By Me" (for instance). Jerry basically told her, "Do what
you have to do." Small, empty words, and perhaps a tad
cliche coming from any regular person to any other regular person.
But one year after listening to these words, Amy says she finally
heard them. She and Sam sold off most of their possessions
and took off across the country in a van to live on the road and
on the stage.
So perhaps the Jewel
comparison isn’t so far off. Amy and Sam live in their van, moving
from town to town, singing by night and parking by day at camper-friendly
Wal-Marts throughout the mid-West. Amy likens herself to Christopher
McCandless, a young man made famous in the book "Into the Wild"
because he died in the Alaskan wilderness after two years of travelling
the country – abandoning society’s vision of success in favor of
a life totally immersed in experiences. He was always seeing new
things, new places, new people. It was his world, not somebody
else’s. In Amy’s world, it is all about the music and the people
she meets. "My faith gets renewed in people in general. I think
people are good, and each life is sacred and each meeting matters
and there is information in all of it. You have to stay tuned in
though." Staying tuned in for her means resisting the imagined
need for a comfort-zone, "for a sink, a counter, a place to
bring flowers home to. I love singing and I love meeting people
and I am meant to be doing this. Anything I have to sacrifice for
that is worth it. These songs shed light for me so I need to share
that. I think [people] are getting kind of numb. My goal is simply
to help them feel."
This passion for life
and beauty resonates throughout her music. There is never a false
moment when Amy sings. Her and Samuel John make and excellent team,
both off-stage writing, and on-stage with Amy on vocals and Sam
on guitar. They have produced several CD’s together including Amy’s
first solo album, which they are distributing with the help of Stimuli
Productions.
Amy has said that "God
dreams a bigger dream for you than you even dream for yourself."
There is no question in her mind that there are angels who are just
waiting for the chance to help us if we would only just ask. There
is no question in my mind that God and his angels have a wonderful
dream for Amy Loftus. She is going through her humble beginnings
now, but nobody with this much talent and passion will go unnoticed
for long. For now, she is simply living in the now, being
a part of "everywhere and nowhere," while sharing her
soul and making people feel. The future is unknown, but she wouldn’t
have it any other way. As she says in Lift Your Glass, "It’s
so beautiful to let your life unfold."
You can hear Amy's
music and find out more about her performance locations and dates
at her website www.amyloftus.com.
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